Realities.

There are two realities.

In Marvel, they call these realities Multiverse.

For our brain, we have the present and the dream.

For muslims, we call it the world and the hereafter.

I'm a muslim, a sinner.

Nevertheless, I too a firm believer of these two realities.

The World and the Hereafter. 

But the REAL reality is in fact the Hereafter.

As a muslim, i'm taught that this present, my current life, things that i see, things that i hear, things that i do - are all temporary.

The world is just a journey, full with tests, temptations, obstacles for us to prepare to reach the Hereafter.

I'm a sinner. Would there be any glimpse of Heaven for me?

As we are navigating life in this world, people strive, people suffer, people make sacrifices to achieve success in life. Success that this world offers. 

Success in this world are temporary happiness.

The world is not easy, it's tricky and full with deceptions. For those who wanted to reach destination: Heaven.

Those friends that you feel out of touch, not motivated in life, not 'full' in life, not fun - perhaps its because they are stronger to push away these temporary worldly matters. Perhaps, they are getting themselves on track towards heaven. 

I'm a sinner.

When someone focuses in the Hereafter success, their mindset, their prioritisation, their words and actions - they are different. And in this world, they are disliked, regarded as old schooled, pushed away and even discriminated. 

I'm a sinner.

As I am navigating myself in this world, there are times i'm aware of the REAL reality, and there are times I let myself drifted and went astray - away from Heaven.

I wanted to let go of the things that are pushing me towards destructions, but at times i feel i'm strong, most times I feel defeated.

I'm a sinner.

I see someone who helped me get up, reminded me to be brave and let go of destructive things in my life, I see these people as my savior. 

I see those who are holding my hands towards Heaven, I see these people as loving me. Wanting me to have the REAL happiness, long lasting success. 

I'm a sinner.

Maybe today or tomorrow or any day - one day. I will let go of these temporary happiness. I will let go of those who only wanted temporary happiness. 

Maybe today or tomorrow or any day - one day. I will leave this temporary happiness. 

As a muslim, I'm a believer.

The World is a temporary happiness. The Hereafter is the actual happiness.

I'm trying, been trying and still trying towards achieving the actual happiness. I wish to not do it alone, but with or without you - I wanted the actual happiness. 

I'm a sinner. Yet, I'm hopeful for happiness in the Hereafter. 

For now, thank you for this temporary happiness.

Iman.