Redha

I was struggling

I still am

I cried and get upset

Because I did all I can

I persevere

I gave away things

Yet, the struggle remains

Still

As if, I havent done anything

And I just found out

All the things that I did

Does not solve the problem

I misread the problem

The worst is

I cant do anything now

I'm struggling with something beyond my reach

So i'm left with only one thing

The only thing that I can do

Pray and hope for the best

I surrender myself to Allah

Let him decide for what is best for me

Redha.