My Career Goal

I am ambitious.
I dream big too.
But as I grow, I realized all of those dreams are not worthy of the efforts it demands

The dreams, take away my time, my rest, my smiles, my calmness..
For me, those dreams are just not worth it.

For so long, I live without a dream.
I don't have a path, a clear path of where i'm heading.
Career path.

And today, I suddenly realized what I want for my career life.

My goal is
To be able to have a part-time job that can support my full time life.

I want to have full time living my life, and work as less than half of my life.
Not the other way around.

If I have a chance to have my own family,
I'd like to be there sending off my husband to work, and to be there greeting him at home.
I'd like to have enough sleep, while also have enough time to prepare him all the meals,
I'd like to have time for me to do things that I find peace in me,
I'd like to have time for me to grow and nurture my child,
I'd like to have these.

Like I said,
I am ambitious.
I dream big.

This is my career dream.