25 things about me..
1. believe it or not, i'm a coward. i'm scared with changes, new things, risks, the unknowns..i'm scared.
2. i'm lazy. since primary school until now, i have never spent time to do my homework, except art thingy..
3. i love baking but i dont like cooking. baking is easy, fast, and a guaranteed success. cooking is just too messy for me..
4. i'm selfish. i do things that would benefit me first, others second.
5. i'm quiet when i'm around those i'm not close to.. if you think i talk a lot, then you're my friend..
6. i hate running. hate. running. whenever i ran, my stomach hurts, i couldnt breathe, i hate it.
7. i'm what they say 'hangat2 tahi ayam'. i can get excited over something for a very short time, short time, then it evaporates...
8. i love my brother, but he loves me more :)
9. its hard for me to accept the fact that i can be wrong sometimes... because i dont usually got anything wrong..
10. i can make good decisions, but always the safe one..
11. i'm independent when i'm not around my parents. i'm very dependent on my parents especially my mum.
12. i always ask myself 'are you alright?' especially in front of a mirror. and most of the time,i would answer 'i'm alright'. then i smile.. it helps to go through rough days..
13. i dont know how to be friends with guys. i dont know what to say, i dont know the appropriate way to be around them. i'm not comfortable.
14. i've never chose my own baju kurung, i dont trust my taste in fashion, my mum had the best.
15. i've been wearing my glasses since i was 9. i dont remember myself without the glasses anymor
16. when i said, i dont like (it). then i dont!
17. people always misread me. people always get me wrong. those people includes my parents.
18. i'm numb. i dont feel anything. i smile but i dont necessarily happy. i cry but i dont necessarily sad. i was so used of hiding my feelings, that now, i dont feel anything..except scare, nervousness and worry.
19. i'm not creative, but i'm smart.
20. i love cute things or animals, like chibi!!!
21. i always, always cry whenever i see others cry. usually when i watch drama or movies.
22. i'm not comfortable for others to see me doing works, cooking, baking, cleaning the house etc.
23. this moment, right now, i dont know what to do in the future. i cant see myself being anything, not a writer,not an editor, not a banker, not a bussinesswoman, not a teacher. nothing. i see a student. that's it.
24. i'm not good at telling my feelings (love, anger, sadness) to others, i would rather write on a piece of paper and let the other person see it when i'm not around.. i did this once, when i had a fight with my roommate.. i write things that i know i wouldnt be able to say face to face and stick the paper to the mirror for her to read. and we're friends until now :)
25. lastly, i dont have good memories, or maybe nothing is important enough for me to remember. i dont remember much about my childhood. i dont remember my friends from primary school. i dont remember many things.
that's some of the things that i want to share with you :D
2. i'm lazy. since primary school until now, i have never spent time to do my homework, except art thingy..
3. i love baking but i dont like cooking. baking is easy, fast, and a guaranteed success. cooking is just too messy for me..
4. i'm selfish. i do things that would benefit me first, others second.
5. i'm quiet when i'm around those i'm not close to.. if you think i talk a lot, then you're my friend..
6. i hate running. hate. running. whenever i ran, my stomach hurts, i couldnt breathe, i hate it.
7. i'm what they say 'hangat2 tahi ayam'. i can get excited over something for a very short time, short time, then it evaporates...
8. i love my brother, but he loves me more :)
9. its hard for me to accept the fact that i can be wrong sometimes... because i dont usually got anything wrong..
10. i can make good decisions, but always the safe one..
11. i'm independent when i'm not around my parents. i'm very dependent on my parents especially my mum.
12. i always ask myself 'are you alright?' especially in front of a mirror. and most of the time,i would answer 'i'm alright'. then i smile.. it helps to go through rough days..
13. i dont know how to be friends with guys. i dont know what to say, i dont know the appropriate way to be around them. i'm not comfortable.
14. i've never chose my own baju kurung, i dont trust my taste in fashion, my mum had the best.
15. i've been wearing my glasses since i was 9. i dont remember myself without the glasses anymor
16. when i said, i dont like (it). then i dont!
17. people always misread me. people always get me wrong. those people includes my parents.
18. i'm numb. i dont feel anything. i smile but i dont necessarily happy. i cry but i dont necessarily sad. i was so used of hiding my feelings, that now, i dont feel anything..except scare, nervousness and worry.
19. i'm not creative, but i'm smart.
20. i love cute things or animals, like chibi!!!
21. i always, always cry whenever i see others cry. usually when i watch drama or movies.
22. i'm not comfortable for others to see me doing works, cooking, baking, cleaning the house etc.
23. this moment, right now, i dont know what to do in the future. i cant see myself being anything, not a writer,not an editor, not a banker, not a bussinesswoman, not a teacher. nothing. i see a student. that's it.
24. i'm not good at telling my feelings (love, anger, sadness) to others, i would rather write on a piece of paper and let the other person see it when i'm not around.. i did this once, when i had a fight with my roommate.. i write things that i know i wouldnt be able to say face to face and stick the paper to the mirror for her to read. and we're friends until now :)
25. lastly, i dont have good memories, or maybe nothing is important enough for me to remember. i dont remember much about my childhood. i dont remember my friends from primary school. i dont remember many things.
that's some of the things that i want to share with you :D
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